so I had several dreams in one night and the ones I remember is that I dreamed of something so unrealistic.. but let me get to this first, I had a dream with him and for all of a sudden he was holding my hand. and it made me happy because he was holding so firmly and I’m almost doing the opposite.

because last night me and my bestfriend were talking about him and I told her that I wanted to forget because I just wanted to… and it’s really hurting me to care for a certain person. it affects everything I do. my studies, emotions, etc. 

maybe because I’m still longing for him and.. yep. I know it won’t come true anyway XD

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the other one in the title was that there was a story of beauty and she has new companions, octavia w/c is a half beast and a dwarf? but anyway, we’re having an adventure and the monsters are so creepy for some reason, they look huge and can kill you anytime you come near them but fortunately they didn’t move when I came near them. 

but it was a beautiful place :) it was night and magic exists. like it was the most normal thing in the world. xD