I have been dreaming a lot of things and I saw a lot of my classmates.. and I have no idea what are they’re trying to imply. I wonder if they ever thought of me. :/ but I’m glad if they did :)

I’ve been saved by a miracle twice at that dream and I thanked the Lord. :D 

I’ve been listening to worship songs because they are so powerful.. and I dreamed of singing them in a theater and my classmates were there and I was shouting, stretching my arms and looking up the heavens on how I worship the Lord. He changed my life, He made a miracle in my studies and in my everyday life. now it’s my turn to give my everlasting love. even though I’m not worthy, it’s not enough, I know in my heart that I’ve been loving Him. and I know His love is the BEST among the BEST because He is LOVE.

It’s not about anything in this world anymore, it’s ALL ABOUT GOD. :) in the end I’m smiling. thankful how His grace overflowed in me…

so I had several dreams in one night and the ones I remember is that I dreamed of something so unrealistic.. but let me get to this first, I had a dream with him and for all of a sudden he was holding my hand. and it made me happy because he was holding so firmly and I’m almost doing the opposite.

because last night me and my bestfriend were talking about him and I told her that I wanted to forget because I just wanted to… and it’s really hurting me to care for a certain person. it affects everything I do. my studies, emotions, etc. 

maybe because I’m still longing for him and.. yep. I know it won’t come true anyway XD

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the other one in the title was that there was a story of beauty and she has new companions, octavia w/c is a half beast and a dwarf? but anyway, we’re having an adventure and the monsters are so creepy for some reason, they look huge and can kill you anytime you come near them but fortunately they didn’t move when I came near them. 

but it was a beautiful place :) it was night and magic exists. like it was the most normal thing in the world. xD

I thank God that my worst nightmare was just a nightmare, a fake, an illusion. I thought it would be real, it felt too real, like it’s really happening in my life. the hero of my life passed away, my dad. in my dream it felt like my fears in life came true, my one inspiration why I’m taking architecture suddenly disappeared. depression welled up so much in my chest, I came out from the car crying, but I didn’t question the Lord why is this happening to us. I just have to believe in Him more.

but then in the end I realized I can control my dreams. I woke up. and cried for a minute.

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the best dream was that I’m with him and we’re once again, very sweet with each other. tch, he kept making playful bites in my arm! T.T but I like it anyways. and then he took my hand and starts to play with it for a bit, and then we saw the ‘girl’ who I think has feelings for him and she kept staring at us but kept herself smiling. she was a bit disturbed but I showed no expression. I don’t want to tick her off. so I just let it go because she somewhat needs his help on something.

so.. yep. after a few days of not dreaming thee guy I dreamed of him again. I’m a bit happy about that :)

it’s like you’re saving the world. xD we had superpowers! oh yeah! haha. my imagination is quite vivid so.. yep.

I didn’t expect he would appear in my dreams after a day of two of not dreaming of him. anyway, I don’t know if I need some affection from him or what.

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we were having a sleepover in my room. there were two beds and a computer and I have no idea what we were doing.. something like a report/thesis. because it involved research. and there I was doing something on the computer. and I think I asked for his help. 

he went behind me and started to settle himself so I changed my recent position like I was being surrounded by his body. I felt a little bit smaller. and then he started to type something suddenly placing his head on my shoulder while he was busy saying some instructions or something informative.

I ended up snuggling on his cheeks. and slept. xD I just don’t know why.

okay, I don’t remember much at the first dream but it’s that I was doing some schoolwork and him and his one friend came and they we’re teasing me. I remember screaming at them and then he was smiling at me and somehow signaled me to kiss him on his cheek. I didn’t actually kissed him, I reluctantly touched my cheek against his.. the the corner of my lips made a contact with his cheek.. somehow XD

and then I hear them screaming. I was so embarrassed. T__T then I talked with the people around me and one of my crushes was there, teasing me once again and throwing me a crumpled paper. so I threw him back though he tried to blame the woman beside me. of course I didn’t believe him.

when I was on my way home. he was there again with his friend, I don’t know where they’re going so I told the driver to stop and made their way in. he was sitting in front of me (face to face) and I told my bestfriend beside me that I talked to my old crush with an annoying expression pasted on my face. I rolled my eyes and looked at him, I caught him staring and then his went downcast a second after. I asked him what’s wrong he just smiled and said nothing.

when we were getting off the vehicle I pinched one of his cheek. I dunno, it entertains me, he was like ‘stop it’ but meh, I just smiled. and then after we got off the two started to run away because they can’t put their things inside, it’s like they wanted to put them on another place and I have no idea why. so.. yeah. that’s all.. because mom woke me up.

oh yeah, he was wearing red this time.

the first dream I had, I was paralyzed, unable to walk and I was sitting in a wheelchair. at first I was the one moving my own wheelchair with so much difficulty. but then an old man came to help me. and suddenly he came rushing, pushing the wheelchair on the destination I was supposed to go. he was fast, thanks to him I was able to cross the street successfully avoiding the rushing cars. XD the old man was wearing a cap (yellow) and he’s wearing white shirt. he was smiling at me and taking me to the other side of the road seemed like a challenge to him.

and then the next thing is that we were in a theater, I’m with my classmates and we’re watching some people perform. and then after that my classmates came celebrating, one of them shot a small firework up, and hit the ceiling covered with carpet and the electric wires are also patched up there. I gave some of them a worried glance but everyone is ignoring me.

and then another one came and this time, the fire slowly spread around the carpet, affecting the wires, so there became sparks, hitting on us. it pains a bit and the theater went in panic. we rushed to the chairs to give us shelter when the man beside me went casting magic. he casted ‘reparo’ next and the theater came repairing itself once more. so everything went okay.

everyone took their seats and I can’t find any, one my mom said to seat beside her but the space is not enough, but my dad called me to seat one the spot he pointed and I saw him, he was wearing black again and he seemed lonely. (I wonder why) he’s not speaking. so I went  to get a chair and took my seat.

and then another thing happened. :/ I don’t remember much but it’s like a sceneof unrequited love  or  something. so when the time to get my things I went to search for keys and found things there. I found two phones, (that’s what I only remembered) and someone told me  to give the phone to her later (?) after that we went eating stuff. and someone came back, I think he’s peter and he was searching for someone. and then I found a video (almost random, like how to get a guy or something.) ‘it’s gross’ my cousin said XD I guess she watched it too.

and then I woke up.

the very moment I saw him I ran and hugged him tightly. I don’t know the reason why. XD my knees went weak and I can’t stand up.. -w-; I have no idea why.

he was wearing white. hmm.. he usually wears black back then.. I guess it’s because of the reason that we’re in school. (uniform)

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unfortunately that’s only what I remembered. -___-;

this is way too long so I’ll just say the major events. we were in a mission to steal something and for the weirdest reason spongebob was there with patrick and squidward. they used some kind of a magic notebook where you press the object against the notebook it will magically have a duplicate. 

it was fine at first because no one is noticing us yet, and then the owner of the building went somewhere so our chance increased. we have to find another thing to make our mission complete. I was about to tell them to steal the element already ang get out of there but I think for some reason I can’t control what is happening in my dream.

nightfall came and we were escaping, because the owner came and he was running killing us. we were chased when a girl stole the thing from us and we were now chasing her. she’s beautiful btw, got a bit scared because of her scream, not on her face (she’s too beautiful to be scary) and then a man went chasing her and they ended up in a bedroom and start to make-out.

damn.

I watched them kissing each other as the two went out and there were children looked at me and said they wanted a kiss. so I gave them anyway. we ended up in a huge carnival and it seems too familiar to me so I said it’s near MOA. I was with my friends then. the carnival is somewhat deserted but functional in a way.

and then the next was we were walking in a hallway where two people were singing  and they have magnificent voices. so I gave them a tip and many people were watching them. they stopped and the male singer comments that it is not the loudness of the voice is appreciated but the tone, on how to keep your voice in tone just like any instrument. adding loudness to your well-toned voice is a big add-up to your performance.

and they sang again. I was hugged by a few people for unknown reason. and yeah, it felt awkward, though I’m making myself comfortable. my dream ends there. someone woke me up.